First of all HAppy new year to all of u ...May this year brings u happiness and joy in ur life ......
But me ??? I dnt knw wats going to happen this year with me wats this year has bring for me ....But last year i really lost ma most precious thing .......thats ma life ..ma luv ....ma everything
Perhaps i m luking forward for this year coz till i m alive i have to struggle and i even cant end ma life coz its not me its of ma family .....I m really fed up of ma life its just like a machine which has been designed to perform a special task and till that machine is working it has to perform that work only ......I think that we are just like pupet which acts as its creator wants it to act.....
However after ma last post there were lot of things happened in ma life which realy shooked base of thinking....
Firstly one of ma gud frend and a very gud person says bye to this world leaving us and especially her boyfriend screaming and crying bside her deadbody but this accident bring all school friend closer and i went to Pantnagar to meet ma one of best friend Suraj....I went to his university were after changing ma clothes and having some rest left for nainital just to realise our passes friend that werever u r live happily and we are also happy....that was the first time in ma life time i spent a night in ma heaven (Nainital) which i was dreaming since ages.....Really trust me guys Nainital is more beautiful in night than in day...I was very happy that i am in nainital with one of ma best friend ...First of all we searched for a hotel were we can spend night and than after vigorous 2 hr search we found an hotel which was in our budjet and comfortable and as it was already half past 9 , half od nainital went to sleep...We both than searched a gud restaurant were we ccan feed our hungry stomach and den after we went for a loooong night walk ...And at 11 in nite we sat at a bench near by naini lake and talk abt pur rezenderous school time and abt our future ...On that night i for the first time saw shooting star and dat tooo 13 and we both make wish (that is secret i cant write here) and at 2 in nite we came bak to hotel but that receptionist didnt open the door for 1 hr and we were screaming outside like anything . at aroung 5 in morning we went to sleep and at 12 noon we were in bus coming bak to Pantnagar and after 12 hrs i was in Delhi sleeping hard....:D
Other days were as usual office to home and home to office and than come 31st Dec which was ma most bad night i ever spent inma whole ...Well i dontr wnt to discuss abt that...
Tonight i have done a thing which i have never imagined.....I nsged ma exgalfriend and i apologise for each and every mistake i have made ....And i really wish that werever and with whomsovere she lives just live happily and peacefully ......Wish i could give ma life to her...Wish i could be her Life partner but Wishes never comes true but i really pray to God that please give her a good life and a Good Guy.........
But me ??? I dnt knw wats going to happen this year with me wats this year has bring for me ....But last year i really lost ma most precious thing .......thats ma life ..ma luv ....ma everything
Perhaps i m luking forward for this year coz till i m alive i have to struggle and i even cant end ma life coz its not me its of ma family .....I m really fed up of ma life its just like a machine which has been designed to perform a special task and till that machine is working it has to perform that work only ......I think that we are just like pupet which acts as its creator wants it to act.....
However after ma last post there were lot of things happened in ma life which realy shooked base of thinking....
Firstly one of ma gud frend and a very gud person says bye to this world leaving us and especially her boyfriend screaming and crying bside her deadbody but this accident bring all school friend closer and i went to Pantnagar to meet ma one of best friend Suraj....I went to his university were after changing ma clothes and having some rest left for nainital just to realise our passes friend that werever u r live happily and we are also happy....that was the first time in ma life time i spent a night in ma heaven (Nainital) which i was dreaming since ages.....Really trust me guys Nainital is more beautiful in night than in day...I was very happy that i am in nainital with one of ma best friend ...First of all we searched for a hotel were we can spend night and than after vigorous 2 hr search we found an hotel which was in our budjet and comfortable and as it was already half past 9 , half od nainital went to sleep...We both than searched a gud restaurant were we ccan feed our hungry stomach and den after we went for a loooong night walk ...And at 11 in nite we sat at a bench near by naini lake and talk abt pur rezenderous school time and abt our future ...On that night i for the first time saw shooting star and dat tooo 13 and we both make wish (that is secret i cant write here) and at 2 in nite we came bak to hotel but that receptionist didnt open the door for 1 hr and we were screaming outside like anything . at aroung 5 in morning we went to sleep and at 12 noon we were in bus coming bak to Pantnagar and after 12 hrs i was in Delhi sleeping hard....:D
Other days were as usual office to home and home to office and than come 31st Dec which was ma most bad night i ever spent inma whole ...Well i dontr wnt to discuss abt that...
Tonight i have done a thing which i have never imagined.....I nsged ma exgalfriend and i apologise for each and every mistake i have made ....And i really wish that werever and with whomsovere she lives just live happily and peacefully ......Wish i could give ma life to her...Wish i could be her Life partner but Wishes never comes true but i really pray to God that please give her a good life and a Good Guy.........
2 comments:
I am realy sorry for ur frnd...anyways nice post again dear.....
thanx yaar :)
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